MI5 are paid by the Vatican to keep me close to suicide. Over the years I have been blinkered to see things better. Vatican hope that I am like them, selfish to end it all if I am unhappy.
I am convinced brain malfunction amoung the very old & very rich is first reason to destroy life according to their scribing & tarot cards.
There will be no indication from me to end life in God's name & "Jesus" is blind & a tall story.